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by ~angelfocusbroken
Tragic CrushMy dying heart skips a beat as you come near  As you walk past me  My eyes quickly fill with tears  I wonder if you can't see me   
I walk among these halls  Lost in a crowd  Hoping to get a glimpse of you  But when I don't, my heart falls out   
Sometimes when I think of you  My mind fills with words  That leave me so confused  They are left unheard   
Everytime I see a knife  I try to figure out a meaning  Of this so called easy life  But I think of nothing   
As I bring the knife to my wrist  I try to think of a wonderful memory  B Tragic Crush
by ~angelfocusbroken
Goodbye to YouMy mind goes blank  As you smile and look away  Suddenly, my head clouds with words  The words I should say   
You said you were sorry  But I can't bring myself to forgive you  You lied to me and told me excuses  Now I have to bring myself to say we're through   
I loved you for a long time  We've gathered a lot of good memories  They still cloud my mind  Every time we say goodbye   
Goodbye to the words  Goodbye to the lies  That I've always heard  Goodbye to you Goodbye to You
by ~angelfocusbroken
Suicidal AttemptI sit in the bathroom all alone  My mind replays the events that led up to this  I knew a long time ago, it's time to do this on my own  But something had always held me back   
I heard from somebody else  What you trully think of me  Now I know, I can never think of myself  I have to think about others around me   
I begin to lower myself into the water filled tub  I jump up when the hot water touched me  I slowly go down again  For the first time I realized this had to be   
I take the knife and bring it to my wrist  I start pressing it against my skin  The Suicidal Attempt
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My World as of this Moment . . .

Tue Feb 15, 2005, 3:00 PM
Well, I'm still alive! I know, shocking isn't it? Nothing about me has really changed except I've lost some weight (not something I should say, right?) But I've kind of lost track of my diet, but I'm going to start right on it again next week.

I'm going to this Military Ball this Friday which I'm not so sure I should go to now. I asked John, how I got the courage to, I don't know, but anyway he told me he would get back with me. He never has, I found out today from a friend that he's going with someone else. I'm PISSED! I mean I am just PISSED! Why didn't he just come up to me and tell me he wasn't able to be my date because he was somebody elses date?!?!?

Well I'm probably going to be forced to go against my will because I already got my dress. It's purple, it kind of looks like the light blue gown Cinderella wears. I think it's pretty! We're picking it up tomorrow from the store. I hope it fits after I had to have it altered.

I'm going there without a date, me DATELESS!!! Why couldn't John have told me the truth? Why did I have to find out from a friend? Why am I living in my pathetic self pity?

What else is their in my life?
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  • Current Residence: Greenwood, South Carolina
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=Selenys Jul 10, 2007, 7:04:12 AM
Hi!

Thanks for the devwatch and all the favs :rose:

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*KnightFlyte96 Jul 9, 2007, 11:03:49 AM
thank you for the fav :)

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~Maniaiel Jan 24, 2007, 12:08:43 AM
thank you for the fav!

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~faeriejewel Jan 23, 2007, 5:30:46 PM
Thank you for the fav! ^^
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Thanks for the fav! ^_^

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=TremereBadAss Jun 26, 2005, 6:37:05 PM
thank you so much for the comment. that vector took 4 days to do

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Now I'm lost and I'm weary, so many tears
I'm suicidal, so don't stand near me
My every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer
to embrace an early death, now there's nothin left
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